
MY SHELL
I’ve lived my life in a shell trying to get out,
Wanting to be someone, anyone, I do shout.
But wall’s are built to big and to high,
I think of it all, and begin to cry.
When you live like this, you really want out.
This is how I feel, there is no doubt.
Heavy load on the heart, driving down the street,
Not wanting to wake, when my head hits that sheet.
Tears drop down, falling heavy as lead,
One could drowned, in the tears I shed.
How do you fill your life, when so empty inside?
You keep trying, but it's a down hill ride.
Is somebody out there? Does anyone care?
Am I on my own in all this despair?
Is the glass half empty? Is the glass half full?
There’s not enough water to fill this hole.
Holdin tight, to stay above it all.
Fingers slippin, don’t want to fall.
Let’s be there for each other,
Support one another.
Comfort me when I can’t myself.
Don’t put me out of reach way up on that shelf.
I’ll pick you up when you need me too.
I’ll hold out my hand, I’ll do that for you.
Turn to me every time you’re down,
Fall on the ground, don’t feel love around.
I know you keep trying, but it keeps on reminding,
Your empty again, I won’t leave you my friend.
Is somebody out there? Can someone hear?
This silent cry, no, you do fear.
Is the glass half empty? Is the glass half full?
Can I just get some water to fill this hole?
Hand in hand we’ll stay a float,
With water enough to fill a moat.
Sitting in my car, random thoughts drive by,
On this highway in the dark, no lights are nigh.
Making no since, I have to pull through,
Tiny ones at home, are counting on you.
Driving down the highway, sun hits my eyes,
Can’t get a hold of this pain to rise.
You think it is enough, but it just won’t fill,
The hole inside the person, behind your wheel.
Open the door, step outside,
Frigid on the feet, body drops, I slide.
Cars around, no one’s there,
No one to help, with this pain I bare.
I close my eyes, tears come down,
The warm breeze blows, my hair around.
You've come to me, to save me once more,
My heart starts to beat, my spirit does soar.
Your hand wipes away, my tear streaked cheek,
I take a deep breath, hold me tight I am week.
A cup half empty, now half full.
Thank you for, a much needed lull.
Take that hand it’s there somewhere,
There’s one out there, one who will care,
Listen to you, help you pull through.
One who won't mock, but make you feel new.
Don’t go through the journey of life alone,
Don’t fill this cup, on your own.
If you do you’ll be missing,
That sweet song kissing,
Your cheek good-bye,
Wiping your tears drops dry.
Learn from my past and you will see
You may find that friend, the one who will be.
The one who will stick by your side for all time,
The one who's hand is so gentle and kind.
Come out of your shell, and learn once and for all,
To hold out your hand, never give up when you fall.
Sue Rowe '05